Thursday 18 March 2010

I forget to pray for the angels, and then the angels forget to pray for us...

Happy Friday! (again date says thursday, but its Friday morning after midnight)

Do you ever get the feeling that you sometimes get a little helping hand from somewhere? Some may believe it is from Angels, some feel it is from God, others from the universe, or from the source... Others may believe that it is just from coincidence or chance.  I think anyone who knows me well enough by now, from reading my ramblings, will probably be pretty sure which side of the fence I am sitting on!  I feel that there is always someone or something looking out for you!

 A glimpse of one of my stitcheries with a handmade button, which I made from fimo clay. It is good fun making buttons!

Yup! I believe ( by choice and by experience too) that there are forces at work behind the scenes, which we can only imagine. I say choose, because, lets face it, it is so much more exciting that way. Well, to me it is! Also, through life I have had way too many experiences which to me have shown that there is more to it all than just what we can see in front of us with our two earthly eyes!



My title today comes from Leonard Cohen's wonderful song, So Long Marianne. ( I adore him!)  Some think him depressing. Not so, to me he writes the most deep and beautiful poetry and sets it to music. In fact, I see the humour in it, which many overlook. He is brilliant, and I am sad that I have not managed to see him in concert yet.



What do we do when, by whatever reason, we are given a helping hand from out of the blue? Well I know what I do! I say thank you! Out loud sometimes!  Just imagine for a moment, if the coincidences and the synchronisities of our lives were really, really, actually something else, something magical? Wouldn't it be rather rude of us not to say a big thanks? If we forget our Angels ( or the forces of nature, God, etc.) then they may just decide to take the day off!

 One of my Angel Angst stitchery designs.... Angels need some care and attention too!

It sometimes is an eerily strange experience that may happen, and we may feel a strong sense of wonder at how such a thing could be. On the other hand it could be much more subtle, and it would rely on us to be much more observant. For instance, as I am writing this, I stopped to pour myself a cup of tea, and the bubbles on the top of the tea formed an absolutely perfect heart! What a shame I didn't have my camera to hand to show you all! So I found this picture on the internet to illustrate my point!




In fact, Not long ago, when I was feeling a bit down, I seemed to see hearts all over the place!  Is it grasping at straws?  I don't 'feel' it is.  Some times we get signs.... When we were buying our home, I kept seeing things to do with owls, and everytime the sale was going well (it dragged on!) owls kept popping up. We thought we had lost it for the 3rd time, and I had all but resigned myself to forget the house all together. But, one night I dreamt about the large tree in the front garden.

 Mr. Owl Tree!

 In the dream it was in the park across the road from where we lived then, and it kept coming closer and closer. when It was very close, I could see about 6 owls sat in the tree looking at me! That is why our home is called Owl Tree Cottage! The next day, we got a viewer and then another offer and moved soon after.  Just another coincidence?

Yes I say thank you out loud, and I also salute magpies! Poor George, what does he live with? And speaking of magpies.........

Sometimes we may be helped by being given a warning. I am a little superstitious for some reason, when it comes to magpies, well why take a chance?! So I do salute them. I think one is unlucky (sorrow) , 2 for joy, etc.



So when I saw a single very dead magpie lying in the middle of my lawn, I was not feeling happy, it made me very unsettled. Put that together with a horrible dream which George, the next night,  had had about someone stabbing me in the chest (left side), I began to worry that something was afoot. Maybe that was why, shortly after a few more strange 'signs' (?), I examined myself thoroughly in the bath..... and found the lump in my left breast. Another coincidence? A series of events, which maybe in the singular I would have ignored, but in the plural pushed me to feel that something was amiss, that needed my urgent attention.

I could actually write pages on some very strange events and experiences... but thankfully for you all... I won't!

SO! That is why I always remember to say thank you. We don't like to be taken for granted after all, do we? 

This week I have been to see Alice in Wonderland in 3D......I loved it! Some have said that it is too dark a story, but lets face it, the original story was a dark tale, so this is a follow on from there with a Tim Burton treatment, which I thought has worked very well indeed..



I have been drawing again this week too, practising for a project, which I shall divulge at a later date, if it all goes well. A sudden and unexpected opportunty has arisen, and I have decided for once in my life, to not think, but just do! If I think, I will bolt off like a frightened rabbit! When I was made, they forgot to fill the confidence container! That, is why again, I have not attended to blogland as much as I would like too at the moment. Here is a practice doodle/ painted thingy (not related, just messing!) I often draw, but I haven't picked up a paint brush for a long, long time! So I rustily and gingerly had a quick dabble.  They are not finished yet either!





Kitty M at Dolliedaydreams is hosting a lovely cheery Easter giveaway. Please pop along to visit her!



Anyway folks, have a wonderful weekend and don't forget to shout out thank you very loudly if you feel like you have been helped in some way!

Love to you all Suzie xxx

37 comments:

  1. I, personally, would love to hear more of your tales. I believe, I really do. When we almost lost Amy, I shouted for Pauls late dad to send her back to us & when Amy came round, days later, she said Grandad had been to see her, in fact she insists he looks after her all the time now.
    Also, (I do go on don't I) I believe if you want something really bad you'll get it, somehow.
    Great post again, and what an artist! xxx

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  2. Tracey! Another story to convince me, not that I need much convincing! Thank you. xxx

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  3. LOL! Why are you awake at this ungodly hour? I thought I was the only insomniac!!!!xxxx

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  4. That button is so cute! As are your paintings!

    I couldn't agree with you more... There ARE forces 'behind the scenes'. Once, as I was driving down a very steep mountain during a snowstorm (where the only thing protecting you from going off the side of the road and down the mountain cliff was a gaurd rail... Not the sturdiest thing...) I lost control of my car. And as it was turning around and around in complete cirlces and headed towards the gaurd rail, I felt a firm grip on my shoulder as if someone where sitting in the back seat holding my in my own seat. All I could say (scream, really) is "Oh my God, Oh my God!!" And something happened.... I only bumped the gaurd rail. I was able to drive away with just a dent in the car, but I will never forget the security I felt from that hand on my shoulder. I don't tell people this story very often because it's too important to me to hear anyone saying they don't believe it... It really happened! I truly felt blessed at that moment.
    Happy weekend!

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  5. Dearest Suzie...
    Hmmmmm....I could say so much...and I want to...however, I would be writing and taking up all the space in comment world.
    I too have a story of our home....we almost lost it and I saw millions (no kidding) of angels lined up and down our street guarding our home and one standing by the pillar at our front door. It sounds all so weird to type it out but they were on the roof and the fence...Our home is called REFLECTION and really means a REFLECTION of Gods Love. I hope I always radiate that, because he has given me so much.

    By NO MISTAKE are you in my life...Life hands out gifts all the time...and you are a gift to me. I definitly believe God sent you to me.

    I have these type of moments all the time and I know exactly what you are talking about.

    I'm so thankful the series of events lead to the discovery of the lump. I always say...God goes before us.

    Thinking about you tonight.

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  6. I'm so glad you believe and watch the signs. I believe if you can't see the good in things and enjoy the humour and irony in life you become just another one of these old, grumpy sods that are always down and hateful.
    Thank you for reminding us that someone is watching and keeps us in check accordingly. xxx

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  7. Aren't you a talented lady? :)
    The fimo button is adorable... Your drawings are too perfect... And you make a heart out of coffee bubbles! And you have a knack for telling great stories as well. Love hearing them. Thank you for taking the time to share them with us; and we all look forward to hearing more from you!

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  8. Hi Suzie,

    I am a little bit weird about magpies (in a good way I think!) We saw them all the time when we were buying this house, it is also my pet name for my Mum!

    As for seeing hearts everywhere,doesn't everyone?

    Sarah x

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  9. I'm right up there with you, there is no such thing as coincidence, there are things afoot helping us all the time, even thought it sometimes feel like we are on our own. I know that all my family are very well looked after, and I too say 'thank you' out loud.

    Hope all is well with you.

    Hugs RosieP x

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  10. Hi Suzie, I'm with you, I agree with everything you have said!! My family is always looked after!! I don't believe in coincidence either!! Thank you is a powerful word, the bringer of good!!
    I love your drawings, they are lovley!! You are a very clever girl!!
    xxxx

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  11. Great post! So many wonderful treasures! Have a sweet day!

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  12. Can't wait to see Alice, wasn't the original story deemed to scarey for children?
    You've sent shivers down my spine with the Magpies. Nearly 14 years ago my Doctor sent me into hospital, I had not felt my baby move too much, on the way I saw a Magpie, after a scan my little boys heart wasn't beating. A year later on my back to the same hospital I saw another, this time my little girls heart had also stopped beating.
    A year after that whilst taking my eldest to school we saw 2, that day I was going for a routine scan. The baby will be fine Mum he said, then another one joined them and it will be a girl he said.
    Guess what? 4 months later we had Jess.
    Whenever I see just one magpie I will go into full panic mode and always think something bad will happen.
    My Nan died a couple of days before I had the little man, he was already over due and I knew as soon as I had the phone call that he would make an appearance soon. He did and I truly believe she is his Guardian Angel, she went to make room on this earth for him. She'll always keep him safe for me.
    Sorry, didn't mean to ramble so much but as you've probably guessed this is a subject very close to my heart.
    Love your drawings, as usual :)

    ((hugs))
    Beki xxx

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  13. Karma, hat goes around come around - so they say. If that is the case I ould like to kno ho I have upset recently. We lost another familt memeber to breast cancer and I am so upset.

    On the subject of Alice, we took the boys to see the chipmonks at the pictures and Alice was the trialer, mini screamed the place dom - I am not sure it should have been a trialer for a childrens film.

    I have a onderful old coopy of Alice and I loved reading it hen I as in my teens, it really is a dark story

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  14. lovely lovely Post Suzie.

    Yes I'm a believer sometimes it just happens for a reason or a stronger power be that what it may.
    Afraid I'm of the Cohen is depressing camp !

    WE went to great lengths to rescue a pair of Magpies who had fallen down our chimney. They were a sorry looking pair when we got to them & it was lovely to see them fly off.
    Then it was ruined by my husband's boss at the time saying " should have shot the B**!!**S they eat the little birds "

    Isn't that just nature ?

    Have a great weekend & week ahead x

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  15. Hi sweetie! Thank you for your lovely message, I'm ok thank you, I hope you and yours are fine too!
    ..I believe that bloggers have a little angel over their shoulders and her name is..Suzie!!!
    Thank you for your ever great posts!
    Have a good weekend! xxxxx

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  16. Hi Suzie!

    Well I just want to thank my blog Angel for her kind comment on my blog today! Thank you and we are all getting better and back to normal.

    I do so love your posts. The thoughts and ideas and belief that goes into them. I always salute magpies if I see a lone one. It does always make me feel uneasy although I have no reason too. I do have a few spooky stories related to out house though. I have always believed in the other world or side. To me that what makes our lives 3D. If this was it then to me that would be flat and I dont think we are that are we?

    I really want to see Alice in Wonderland. I love Tim Burton films. Love the darkness and the beauty he puts there in his films. If you look beyond the obvious. The picture you have there looks amazing and colourful.(plus I always think Johnny Depp and Helena Bonham Carter were just made for those sorts of films too.)

    Beautiful button that you made there too. How clever. And your paintings are just beautiful. And strangly I thought they have the touch of the Angel or fairy in their faces too. Something otherworldly and ethereal. Good luck with your new project. And wishing you a lovely week ahead.


    MBBx

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  17. What a lovely post Suzie.
    I am also in awe at how very talented you are. Your art work is delicious, as are your stitcheries. The first thing I saw on your post was that adorable button and then to find out that you made it I was amazed.
    Hope you have a great weekend,
    Rachael XX

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  18. Oh where to begin! Another reason yet why I luv you as I do...I got up and began writing about dreams and nightmares and lo and behold click on my sweet Suzy's weekly post and there you are talking about dreams! Oh yes my friend there is great wisdom in what you say to us today. And the little creations of loving stitchery well it has all been said. You are truly an amazing artist. Loved your post today! XXMollye

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  19. I thought it was just me! Me...I beleive in angels and coinsidences, and dare I say comeupances! I used to have a dream years ago, I would be climbing a staircase and at the top others were jumping the gap but I couldn’t. Then I went for an interview for a job and got it - second choice the first choice had all the paperwork but not the knowledge I had nothing hadn’t worked for fifteen years. Eventually made the job mine then new owners came and went rather quickly but in the interim I left the said job didn’t have a job for awhile and the dream came back! Now I have my current job, until the next time but I won’t think about that yet. This business is up for sale! Comeupances well.......thats another story!
    Julie xxxxxx

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  20. Dear sweet Suzie,
    You are such a special girl! Your drawings, stitchery and your wonderful button! (I can see it on one of my bags!)
    I believe that there are special forces at work in this universe-I like to think my house is haunted--in a good way. When we first moved in I was sitting in the living room and I could clearly smell cigar smoke and strong perfume. My family thought I was nuts, but I like to think the early inhabitants from 1900 showed up to welcome us home!! (I never, ever noticed the smell again either.)
    Have a wonderful, wonderful weekend my dearest! I'll catch up with you after I get back March 28th-I'm off to Hawaii tomorrow:)
    XX Valerie

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  21. Oh, I love Leonard Cohen! We played Dance Me to the End of Love at our wedding, and Hallelujah is one of my favorite songs. He played here last year, but the ticket prices were way too high. :(
    I sometimes think things happen for a reason and that we end up in particular situations as a result of something unknown. It's funny how the world works.
    Have a wonderful weekend, dear friend!!! Theresa

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  22. Oh you lucky thing seeing Alice, I still haven’t found time to fit it in yet!

    Have a great weekend

    Victoria xx

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  23. These happenings are often so personal they lose a lot in the telling. Husband rolls his eyes when I try telling him things like this, but I'm a firm believer in unseen forces.
    Whenever I see a lone magpie I always look around frantically for another. Their little rhyme doesn't go beyond seven, does it? One morning I saw around twenty rising from the trees- didn't know what to think! xx

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  24. Suzie hope you are really well, thanks so much for the Dolliedaydream Easter Giveaway plug and sending you TWO Magpies and lots of luck!

    OOh I love these stories, there is definately 'something out there' teehee although I'm not quite sure what. I am a big believer in fate, chance meetings, opportunities and things happening 'for a reason'. My husband Chris is as bonkers as I am, in fact we have a pack of fairy cards sitting next to our bed :0) I am off to see Sally Morgan 'Psychic to the Stars' in a few weeks, in Bolton, so am very interested to see what happens!

    Wishing you the happiest weekend Suzie xxx

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  25. Another delightful blog, I do look forward to Fridays. I love Tim Burtons take on films he is such a talent, a particular favourite of mine is Big Fish such a delightful film worth a watch. Helena Bonham-Carter is such a fabulous actress too you can't go wrong with her and Johnny Depp. Well I hope you have a fab weekend.
    Take care... Nicky x

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  26. So many wonderful thoughts conveyed here. I LOVE your perspective on thank you. And!! i've been writing about the very same thing on my blog! too funny. It's so important, isn't it?
    I can really relate to the discovery of your lump too- little warnings and unsettling things of this nature have happened with me. I believe artists often have an advantage in that they view the world and that natural boundaries don't exist. Thanks for sharing your experiences, love reading it.
    Hugs to you my friend.
    Colette

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  27. Thank you for your wonderful stories. It's wonderful to have God looking over us. I'm always grateful for that. He speaks to me and i always listen, even when it means going out on a ledge.
    Love your new drawings.
    Cathy x

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  28. Wow what a great post! Thank you! Gratitude is the most powerful force in the world, true gratitude brings with it happiness and good things! There is no such thing as coincidence, trust that you will get what you want and need and the whole world will move to make sure you do! I believe this more than anything because it has happened for me!

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  29. I never thought of making fimo buttons, Suzie; consider me inspired!
    You are so talented with your stitchery!
    I'm very envious of your tree, we too have an 'owl tree' in the front. It's an Oak and has a pair of Tawny's in there but I'd love for it to have that fabulous Ivy that yours does.

    Until I lost my parents I never really believed in anyone giving us a helping hand but these days I do. My mum was a great believer in Angels, as is my sister, who always takes seeing a floating feather as a sign a passed loved one is close.

    Thanks for a lovely post and have a brill week :) Xx

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  30. Suzie dear,

    Thank you for visiting my post on Nowhere....thank you as well for having a creative mind to tolerate my follies! :) I know that you often visit my colleague Jackie, she is a wonderful mind. You have a fabulous blog here!!!

    Anita

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  31. Thank you for your comment, I will endeavour to do the best I can for my children.
    Nicky x

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  32. Thank you so much for stopping by and visiting me today. I pray there are some good people left in the world as well. I know there are good friends here in blogland, and thank you for being one of them.

    Have a wonderful week,
    Hugs,
    Heidi

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  33. Oh yes, all the time, Suzie! I know the science, I know we can see links in things where there aren't links, and perceive things to be 'meant' because that's our human nature, but I also think that our human nature is like this because there ARE links to see, connections to find, and God to thank! I loevd your post, and am once again grateful for a glimpse into your life and what makes you tick. I have to say I stopped the magpie thing when I became a Christian - it had been a superstition that scared me and I was just released from the fear - it felt like real freedom. But I do truly accept that the signs that led you to discover the lump were real, magpie-linked or not!

    Thanks for your comment and have a wonderful week.

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  34. I don't know who is behind the scenes, if it's God or angels or something else entirely that no-one has thought of yet but it would be nice to believe that there's someone out there.

    I'm not sure I'm quite 'there' yet but I think sometimes you get a feeling in your gut that something good/bad is going to happen. Is that someone putting that feeling there or do we all just have it built in and forget it or ignore it?

    Who knows?! But thanks again for making me think. (even if it sometimes hurts my brain)

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  35. Wow, what a brilliant post which I have read with great interest, I too believe in Angels.
    I wonder have you ever experience an Orb...?
    Em x

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  36. We have lots of magpies here, so many that I have to ignore whether I see one or two etc or I'd be worrying about bad luck all the time. I wouldn't want a single dead one in the garden though - that would freak me out a little!

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  37. Oh you are so full of Joy, I love your spirit!!
    Like you, saying Thank You is an essential part of my everyday life, of my very being. I've got my gratitude journal I write every night, and usually say a couple of dozen other Thank You's to God and Nature and the Angels throughout the day. One of the things which makes me saddest in life is coming across people who never say thank you and have no thought that there might be powers greater than ourselves at work in the universe.
    To say Thank You whether it is to a shop assistant, a family member, to God, to a complete stranger - it is so full of power and energy and magic. Our society would be a lot happier if there were more Thank You's in the world!!
    I'm a big Leonard Cohen fan too and Marianne is one of my most favourite songs - as soon as I saw your title I heard myself singing along inside my head. I'd love to see the great man in concert. One day we will, eh?
    Your story about the tree and the discovery of your lump is amazing - please do tell us more one day.
    Sending you a big hug and oodles of happiness for a thankful day,
    Denise x

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I love getting comments and I read and appreciate every one of them. I always try to answer them, but if you don't get a response it will be because I couldn't find a link to you. Suzie. XXX :)